I am just lost... Lost as a puzzle without any solution. My only freedom is disinformation. I just want no connections with people. I want to be alone... Alone in the darkness... It even makes no sense. I am aware. I just want to be myself. It is irrelevant. Myself is a non-existing living being. I do not exist. I just need to shout to let them know I exist. Indeed I do, but I am not comfortable with that at all. I see the people, very inspring... But I even do not want to inspire, I just want to show that I am here. I change my skin. I change my colour. Search for love...? What hell is that? Well, forget it. Let's go for action...
Here comes Amsterdam... Welcome!
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Living a life of my own...
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*^"#+&*
Living a life of my own...
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*^"#+&*