Welcome to 2008!
It is a new year once again... I will be celebrating the end of my third decade in this cruel world... I have many hopes to be realised and many wishes to be fulfilled. I want to be lost in love...
It is amazing how much idealism I still have to work on it. I have to decrease it somehow. I still believe in the idea that "another world is possible". I still think that people can change for better. We just need to show them that there is another way. They just feel in time that respecting each other and love for humanity can be an answer for many conflicts and problems.
Meanwhile I have many unknowns in this year. I still do not have a sustainable stance. I will have to finish my school finally this year. Then again I will be in the middle of the question of leaving "the free world" for 6 months or a year. Usually I do not have a luck in these issues, so I suppose I will be away for a year...
After these years of activism on certain issues, it is even bothering to think about now. Unfortunately I do not know what to do to help myself. This feeling of helplessness is bothering me so much. I feel that I am trapped... and everyone else is pointing me out and making fun of my own trap.
I still hope things will get better... Things can only get better!
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Living a life of my own...
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